What Youtube video are you watching today?

[suitor]

RADIO BIRDMAN - 2007 ARIA INDUCTION
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEdwZY7RWrA

[nuggetsvolume1]

William Ramsey discusses the Smiley Face Killers
Who is abducting, torturing and murdering college-aged men in the US and UK?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wO-i8r7FH5U

As an ex-drunk, I find the idea of a solo guy going from the bar to a lake at night for a swim (especially in cold water) very strange. I was usually headed to another bar, home, or to the gas station to get more beer. I could see doing that with a group of people, maybe, but not alone. Then again, I also find the idea of a multi-state serial killer ring pretty hard to believe, so who knows? Weird shit.

[suitor]

Prolapse 4 ever
https://www.erome.com/a/b2Lxt1Ct

[suitor]

BACK ON ONS!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XhGLrbUe5JE

In other news... The poor, excluded, hungry like my stickers. Homeless dude ran up to me at SW 3rd AVE and Burnside and said "That's a really cool sticker! Where'd you get it?". Um, I got them all over fucking town. Hitting the Burnside Bridge right now then the next street and street after that. I hit every street. Hit all other locals and spots. Fuck the buff.

I used to have an alcoholic Native American homeless friend who lived under a Portland bridge last year. He moved to Arizona with some lady and her child. He was really nice but pretty fucked up and wasted most of the time. We used to volunteer at Multnomah County Cultural Center on Belmont together fixing free meals for Native Americans. Now I only go by there when I'm out on the streets fucking things up. Times are different, different city, different place. Still fit in nowhere. Still seem like I'm the only person into punk and not living in PDX which is weird 'cause growing up PDX seemed like punk heaven. I don't know. I'll wear punk band shirts and hoodies when I'm out but never come across anyone. Seen some like late-teenage sort of punks - boyfriend/girlfriend - with studs n bondage belts - not gonna get involved with that. I'm out fucking things up - you're locking your bike up and crossing the street and playing it safe. I'm in the cameras - in your face - in the daytime - nighttime - anytime. Don't care. Alive / dead. ACAB.

[suitor]

I don't like the term "Native American". I think it was George Carlin who said it was offensive but like people here say it's the right thing to say. I'd rather just say "natives". Such bullshit. Who really wants to be American??? All make up fake shit. Hide the truth. Not think.

[suitor]

Ata presents his favourite B-Sides
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pqe2cKLbK6w

B-Sides: Helena Hauff
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2leqZr7Ljzw

B-Sides: Ellen Allien
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K482gMU-J10

[rutabowa]

This is a amazing, the story of Exodus sound system in the 90s... a rave sound system collective set up by the local estate community in deprived, forgotten Luton. pretty DIY inspiring... they set up a community farm, squatted and renovated a mansion for homeless to move into.... of course it didn't end up being all idealistic roses tho.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=2434&v=BxNFOZ-bQvI

[nuggetsvolume1]

Heavy:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KegnQrfQ1VY

[nuggetsvolume1]

#MeToo:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x15RCb5p8-0

[suitor]

Nothing.

Went to the Jenny Don't & The Spurs free show. Never felt more alone. I just don't fit in anywhere. Social anxiety is the fucking worst. I just feel like I want to kill myself. I fucking contributed to their tour fund and left. Put up about 75 stickers on Division. I always thought I'd fit in with punks but life just says it isn't so. Everyone's too cool and I'll never fit in. Fucking hate everything. I feel like everything is a job. Someone from NYC came to visit on Instagram and I for fucking sure was in their "PDX kills stickers" picture series. Fuck! I've got 1000's n 1000's n 1000's of stickers across this fucking place. Someone was shouting last night at me though some bar's window not to put shit up on their fucking window but I don't care if I live or die. Born in Portland Oregon. Live In Vancouver Washington. Die in Portland Oregon. Doesn't fucking matter when you're an orphan and alone and no one cares.

[suitor]

I feel dead. PLEASE KILL ME.

[nuggetsvolume1]

Suitor, how old are you? I thought Portland was cool?

My ex moved to Portland and claims it's paradise on earth (or so her Instagram account would make you believe).

I guess wherever you go, there you are.

[suitor]

Illigitimacy of Violence, The Violence of Legitimacy - AudioZine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QQI1s09wwU0

This is Not a Dialogue - AudioZine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RuA-xAzRlE

"This Is Not a Dialogue: notes on anti-fascism and free speech - by CrimethInc
"Maybe you missed this, but you?re not in a dialogue. Your views are beside the point. Argue all you want?your adversaries are glad to see you waste your breath. Better yet if you protest: they?d rather you carry a sign than do anything. They?ll keep you talking as long as they can, just to tire you out?to buy time.

They intend to force their agenda on you. That?s what all the guns are for, what the police and drones and surveillance cameras are for, what the FBI and CIA and NSA are for, what all those laws and courts and executive orders are for. It?s what their church is for, what those racist memes are for, what online harassment and bullying are for. It?s what gay bashings and church burnings are for."

[suitor]

CHKN 2 : Summer of Sauce
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JgGtG7r7EI

CHKN 2 : Summer Sauce - BONUS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xkNUxYegBk4

Miami punks and metalheads on TV (1987)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMyRPkDYm7Q

Alaska punks and metalheads
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYgDhe0nPHY

[suitor]

Breakfast III
https://vimeo.com/83979570

A film about friendship, heartbreak, fast girls, adventure, true love, rollerskating